dance club ~

today dun knoe y wan to write blog ~ hehe , mayb sot sot jor ... in holiday de ji xun , i so enjoy lol , hehe ... but hor this time de ji xun got a bit luan lol ... and hor so less ppl cum lol ~ haiz ... make me heart pain ... and i think iszit i do dao not gud or totaly bad ? i so confused ... y i wan so xin ku to do thing about dance club .... y ? i always tell myself if i tui tuan the whole dance club mayb will totaly fall down .... tis thing is i dun wan to c dao de ... in january i plan liao the whole comite member de ... but hor so sad lol , got sum ppl say wan to tui tuan , tis make me totaly heart breake .... at last i let they tui tuan liao ...mayb i do de decision is rite gua .... i let they tui coz any1 can choose their own way to go ... i tell myself they go liao then i mai xin ku a bit lol , do more thing onli mah ...[hehe] i not angry they lol [reli de ] in ji xun i got cry leh ... [haha] sot sot liao ... mayb i think more liao gua ... tat time i reli wan to giv up geh ... but hor got some friends call me to think positif ... i think liao de la now i wan slowly giv a the thing to my junior liao ... tis is the time i relax le ... [wahaha ...hapi ]

thurday ~

today , quite tired coz i in PE period i play basketball , oh man whole team just like i know hw to play only ......... damn .... so tired ~ then in ECA time , i go manage some my club de thing ~ so busy ... then i go to practise my football ... when i practise de time quite gud la ... no many mistake happen on me ... if who c tis blog ... i wanna to say nothing is impossible to us .... and anything is possible when we try it ~ so we gambateh in our life ba ~

Useless of me .........

today i don't know y i will think this , i feel that i am useless people ... i cant do well in my examination , every time i think about my result i start to cry ,sad ,no mood at all ... y i am useless people ... i cant think my future will become what ... my English teacher say my essay is worse ,bad ... when i hear that my heart start to pain , sad ... i also don't know i will become the leader of dance club ... i think i useless , cant do anything ... i ready want to end my life ... in my family i the worst one ... i like only continue wasting money in my life ... i ready don't know what i live for ... who can tell me what should i do ...